Keepin’ it movin’…..

Haha I’m probably the last person that should be blogging. Honestly I don’t truly care for writing but dammit I set a goal (loose as it is) that I would create a blog here that would show people hell maybe just prove to myself that starting from nothing in this game and truly meeting your potential is possible and all it takes is the will to make the necessary changes in your life and have the will to follow through  on what you put in front of you. Haha the past few days I had been thinking “what the hell did I get myself into” and then today I got a direct message from somebody on twitter talking about they loved my site so far and the no BS approach I’m taking to this. Needless to say that gave the old ego a nice little shot and got me a little pumped and excited to keep on moving forward. Let me know that maybe I am going in the right direction. Above all I’m sticking to my mission although now I’m having more ideas on how to refine it down into something that will really work.

I know looking at it now I’ve just got a few posts of random thoughts that have been put up but believe me there is a whole structure that I am going to be putting in to place that will follow my promise to myself and all of my readers about never bullshitting ourselves or others. Really it starts with ourselves from simple decisions we make and lies we tell ourselves to rationalize our actions. It all has to change but trust me, as hard as it is to make this change. It feels damn good. As I’m writing this I have thoughts running a track meet in my head on where I want to go with all this. It’s actually pretty exciting and I honestly believe it will work. If not then I will let you see that failure and we’ll learn from that mistake and keep it moving. Above stay real with yourself and stay positive. Much love to myself and love to everyone else.

Can’t stop the hustle

I started feeling like shit tonight so I decided to call it quits @ 10:30 which is way to damn early. Haha the way I feel hasn’t changed at all but I was laying here in bed and felt guilty because dammit I aint dying and there still work to be done. So here I am layin in bed pluggin away with my thumbs here on this tinyass palm pre keyboard just so that I can teach myself and every one tuning into my blog a lesson. This shit takes sacrifice. The people that are telling you that it’s going to be easy are probably trying to sell you their e-book “make millions by sitting on your ass and snapping your fingers”. Well there will be plenty of sittin on your ass since we’ve chosen a profession that requires mostly computer work but that doesn’t mean it’s easy. This shit starts out like digging ditches for your mind haha. My eyes bleed from the screen and my brain is getting blisters. I just hope the callouses form quick haha. For real though if it’s easy to you then that’s great. You’re a better person than me but I know one thing. I’m having fun which is why i’m laying here sick and typing this all out. Well that and the drill instructor in my head screamin at me to get my lazy ass to work. Listen to that drill instructor people. That voice is training you for the long haul and success. You’ll definitely thank it. Let’s make us better yall. It’s all possible. Don’t wait and see. Get busy and see. Love yall